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Do You Know Your Astral Self?
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- Written by Belinda Davidson
About 6 months ago I broke up with my girlfriend.
It was devastating.
When it was over, I felt like the stars, moon, and planets had plummeted out of my sky and I was left staring up into a vast void of nothingness.
I've been through break-ups before. I've had my heart broken; it smashed and pulverised. But, for some reason, this one was different.
Although I knew in my bones and soul it was over, I was unable to move on. The grief process wasn't properly kicking in. I couldn't gain traction, momentum.
I felt trapped in a netherworld.
It was as if a part of me was still with her, living a life with her. And a part of me was with me, living a life with me. It was torturous, and made no sense.
What I didn't realise was that my astral-self was still living with her.
I'm a mystic — I live with one foot in each world. And sometimes it's difficult for me to know what my "other, mystical self" is doing, particularly when it comes to people I love.
When I spoke to my ex-girlfriend, she confirmed that my astral-self had been with her since we'd broken up. It hadn't left her.
Then everything made sense …
I spent the night pulling my astral-self back to me, telling it its job is to love and support me through the break-up process. And by bringing it back to me, it frees me (and my ex) so that we can both go our separate ways and evolve and elevate our lives.
The change since that night has been nothing short of wondrous.
I no longer feel torn. I no longer feel tortured by feelings that I'm supposed to be with her when I know I'm not and it’s futile to feel this way.
I no longer (at times) long, ache, or cry endlessly, and try to force myself to stop it. I no longer (at times) think about her incessantly, and try to make myself cease.
The grief process kicked in, and, so far, it hasn't been as painful as I thought. Actually, it’s been quite beautiful and peaceful, full of love for her, as well as great gratitude and deep insights.
But most importantly — I feel “I’m back.”
Chi is flowing more strongly into my energy field and chakras, and powerful things are starting to happen, like suddenly having the opportunity to move to a city I’ve always wanted to live in. And also creating 2 more programs about life purpose for my upcoming new website launch … (just to name a few.)
When we are intuitive, sensitive, spiritual, mystical, and we love fiercely, deeply, loyally, boundlessly, in that, we can disown parts of ourselves and give them away without realising it.
— Belinda
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