Over these past few days, weeks, and months, I have been feeling a strong need to re-invent myself.

And yet, I have no idea what that looks like. I have removed things from my home space because they no longer resonate with me. I have deleted numerous projects that feels like they have died mid-process. I stare into my closet wondering who all these clothes belong to. They don’t feel like anything I would wear anymore.

I’m feeling the dissolution of everything, even those things that have felt dear to me in the past. As per Sandra Walter, “This isn’t a reshuffling of the old deck into something new; this is dismantling the old creation (3d/4d), and the acceleration is evident.” On some days I feel unstable and uncomfortable in my skin. Other days, I feel the stirrings of something new and exciting within me.

Who Am I?
Many have said the biggest question we came here to answer is: “Who Am I?” Eons ago, we purposely separated from our True Self in order for the I AM to experience itself through us, as aspects of itself. But we have been living in separation for so long that we have forgotten who we are.

As the cosmic cycle is on the upswing from descension to ascension, THIS is the lifetime for us to go beyond our amnesia. We are in the process of gathering all our aspects and experiences from all lifetimes to allow our Soul to distill them into our own Divine Wisdom, free of the karma and drama, to remember the totality of who we are as the I AM.

We cannot do this while participating in the chaos of the old world as our mind, emotions, body, and even spiritual beliefs are transforming into something new and unknown.

Thus, I’ve withdrawn into my inner stillness, allowing Divine Light to flow through me exposing all that needs to be seen and experienced. I sit in the silence, fully open, as everything unravels, allowing every shadow and every emotion that I’ve been afraid to feel, to surface of its own accord via my Soul’s directives. There is nothing more I need do right now other than take good care of my body as it moves through these transformations to emerge as a new Being of Light. Trusting is innate, because just as the butterfly’s transformation is so adept, we were born with this divine program.

During my dreamtime:
I was traveling to a foreign country. When I arrived at the midpoint, I needed to transfer to a different airport but there were no trains, busses or taxis. When I asked a waitress about transportation, she directed me to a friend of hers who charged me $15 to drive me to the other airport. He collected all my luggage then drove me to his home to pick up his family along the way. I had no concerns about the detour because I had plenty of time before my next flight. When we arrived at the new airport, he handed me the luggage. I was surprised how much luggage there was: a big suitcase and two brief cases that I did not recall. But it was all so light I realized it was empty and I didn’t need it anymore so I left it with the nice man who transported me.

In the morning I thought. . . . indeed, I have traveled to a new reality, free of my past with no need of the old baggage. I now get to be whomever I choose to be. At the moment I don’t know what that looks like. And that’s okay, because I know it’s beyond the current capacity of my human mind. I am simply resting in the stillness, trusting my True Self to emerge with divine timing.

In addition, my physical body needs nurturing and self care, as it is also experiencing this metamorphosis into its LightBody. Relaxing with music, long baths, allowing my body’s innate sleep patterns (crazy as they may seem at times), walks in nature, gentle movements of yoga or fascia release, and eating nutritionally.

Most importantly, I am resting in periods of silence and stillness, in the zero point, which is where the Magic happens.

~ Sharon Lyn Shepard ~

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