Sometimes it’s easy to forget who we really are and what we are doing here on Planet Earth at this time, in this lifetime.  We tend to take things personally.

Maybe it’s something someone said, didn’t say, or especially something we hear from our own mind, a thought that feels awful, a thought that evokes fear in us, which could be related to our health, our finances.  And we respond to that fear as if it is our truth.

Most of humanity believes they don’t have a choice.  They are going around responding all the time to whatever thoughts and feelings are coming from the outside and from the inside.

But we on the forefront of ascension know better.  We don’t always follow through on that knowledge, but we are aware that we always have the choice.  It’s the gift we were all given as humans.  We are living in a world in which everything we are experiencing is a mirror of our consciousness.

Sounds great on paper.  But being here in the physical is like being in pea soup.  It’s so easy to get mixed up in energies in us and around us that are not ours

So this is just a little reminder that we are not your average bear.  We on the cutting edge (and sometimes it does feel like it cuts pretty deep) are amazing!  Being here in service to love.  The first group of humans to go through an unprecedented transformational process. Taking part in the light body process.  Transforming these bodies from carbon base to crystalline.  Letting go of generations of disease and patterns.  Allowing our soul to come into our bodies and our everyday lives.  Having our bodies, our minds and our lives break down and fall apart in order to recalibrate it all, in order to become what we already are.  Free.

Well, our soul is already free.

Sometimes the promise of our life being so much more joyful, of having our bodies and finances be a reflection of this new freedom and self love….feels like just a dream.

But the challenge is the allowing.  Loving ourselves as much as we humanly can, just as we are, being OK with just where we are at.  Not trying to fix ourselves or change ourselves from our mind.  Then that sets the stage for our soul and for life to reflect that self-love back to us.  And the funny thing is, as we get glimpses of what that unconditional love feels like, we are not so focused on the other stuff.

And then the other stuff come in.  All the stuff we wanted but kept pushing away because we thought we had to go out and get it.

So if you run into someone at the store or at the café, and they boast about their son or daughter just becoming a doctor, or a friend just lost 20 pounds, you could say, oh that’s great!!!  Then when they ask you how you’re doing, you could say, “Today I had an aha moment in which I decided to allow myself to feel angry.  And it felt so good to love myself in that moment just as I am!”

Or someone you know is so proud of her real estate son closing a million dollars deal.  You then say, wow.  Wonderful!  Congrats.  And when they ask you what’s new, you could say,“Well, as one of the new consciousness leaders on the Planet. I’m in the process of creating a new template of an awake and enlightened woman!”

We usually don’t offer that kind of information unless someone is really interested in their own self-awareness.  Most people would either glaze over or start to eyeball the exit door. I’m certain that some people in the community think I have become a religious fanatic or joined a cult.  They gossip with their friends, sharing “well, she’s dissociating from her friends and her family.  She spends an unhealthy amount of time alone.  And she has a strange look on her face and in her eyes.  Like she’s possessed.  Or on drugs.  I caught her laughing out loud while sitting alone a few times.  And swaying back and forth while listening to music on her iphone! She must have been talking to their leader.  Oh get this, she isn’t interested in the world or local news.  She told me that there’s nothing to worry about.  Can you even imagine???”

They go on to say, “I’ve been trying to get her to go for some blood tests, or at least a colonoscopy.  People our age should just have an annual colonoscopy!! It’s the responsible thing to do!!”

How do you explain to someone that you no longer need drama in order to feel alive?  That you may have some boredom now but it’s mostly because you no longer use the mind’s attempt at feeling alive by keeping drama alive.  Or that you no longer, for the most part, live in their world without sounding like you are imbalanced?

It’s OK to not share who we are and what we are doing with others.  We now have a growing global community to do that with.  But this is just a reminder because it’s too easy to forget, in a world focused on outer achievements, and world events, and in a world that is in survival mode, who we are.  Sometimes it’s easy to get pulled into thoughts and feelings that are simply not ours.

And any thought or feeling that is anything but uplifting isn’t ours.  It’s really as simple as that.