It is true that as our soul, we are genderless, but I find it interesting that most of the Ascended Masters I have heard of have been men  One could argue that history, in this case spiritual history, had a way of not recognizing the achievements of the female of our species.  But I suspect that’s not the case here.

So, female Ascended Masters. Mother Theresa doesn’t count.  She never got past playing the martyr.  Yeshua played the martyr at the end there…but then he transcended it when he recognized that playing martyr gets you nowhere.

It’s no news that women on the planet have played a difficult role for a very, very long time.  The challenges of being a woman have been extraordinary.  And this is not said to evoke sympathy, because we as women placed ourselves in these roles.  Yes, we are moving beyond those roles.  Yet, regardless of the strides in women’s rights, even in this day and age, the feminine energies are not very welcome on the planet.

I won’t go into all the details and the history of why this is so, since I have covered that subject extensively in other posts.

And really, in every woman’s heart, she knows this.  Some may try to hide this truth from themselves, but if you are in a female body, or if you are a man who embodies more of the feminine resonance, you know the challenges you have faced and in some ways continue to face.

And, as much as I adore the dear Ascended Masters…..yes, I love all of you eternally, dear Ascended Masters, and I thank you for giving us your love and encouragement.  But, just between you and me, let’s place a bet.  If you decide to come back to live another lifetime here, why don’t you come in as a female?  I’m willing to bet you won’t hang around too long.

If you ask the average, unawakened male of the species, how they would feel if they woke up tomorrow as a female, what do you suppose they would say?  Of course, they are virtually obligated to say that the first thing they would do is play with their breasts.  But, once we are past that remark, the thought of having to live the rest of their life out as a female would trigger fear in them.

And that’s because he knows that this world is not very welcoming of the feminine energies.  That it’s not such a safe place for her to reside.

Now, those of us who came in as light-workers, as the New Consciousness Pioneers, do not truly embrace those fears, because as souls we have gone beyond them already.  As our Divine Self, we are genderless.  Yet, we are still in a biological lineage in which those fears are resident.  They are in our cells, in our DNA.

On a soul level, those of us who came in as women knew that our presence here would change the dynamics of the planet.  That there needed to be a rebalancing of attributes from predominantly mental, masculine energies to a balanced feminine-masculine resonance.  It’s why mostly women are drawn to the spiritual path.

So this is just to reassure those who embody the feminine, whether they are women or men, to go easy on yourself.  If you wonder why it seems so difficult.  If you think you should be further along in your enlightenment.

There is a lot you are letting go of.  Your family lineage, your galactic story, mass consciousness.  And just because you want to let them go, it doesn’t mean they want you to go.  There are beings, bodies of consciousness both alive and dead, that want you to stay tethered to them.  They want you to continue in your old role of nurturer and energy holder, and continue to be the one who makes them feel more comfortable so they don’t have to do the inner work.  But the female gender is not here any longer in that capacity…to soothe the insecure and angry male energy.

HOLDING ONTO PAIN

I have written in other posts that as women we have been put down, disrespected and even killed in other lifetimes for expressing spirit.  The often sensual nature of that expression was misunderstood as being sexual.  As trying to seduce the male.  In this lifetime some of us have experienced this disrespect to various degrees on a personal level.  And we witness it on more extreme levels in certain parts of the world, where fathers are permitted to kill their own daughters in the name of betraying the family honor.

So there is still a part of our consciousness as women that is afraid of allowing the full presence of our soul, still not feeling safe to do so.  While to our conscious mind it doesn’t seem so, there may still be a part of us that wants to hold onto the pain as a way of reminding ourself of where we came from, and that we will be paying a price for our freedom.  Of allowing so much joy into our body and our life.

After all, what role models do we even have of that kind of freedom embodied in the female gender?

WHY WE ARE HERE

It’s one of the reasons we are here.  We came to not only bring in the much-needed feminine balance to the planet, but to introduce a new type of woman to the planet as well.  Not a woman who is following the tradition of nurturer and hand holder of others.  Not someone who downloads the pain, both physically and emotionally, of her fellow humans.  Not someone who carries on the tradition of pain as a virtue.

We came here to embody our Christ Consciousness.  To demonstrate a type of self-love that humanity has never seen, especially in a woman.  A type of self-love that makes her behave in some really selfish ways.  But they are simply self-caring ways.

And it will have a profound effect on her own life, and while her own body is going through discomfort with such a radical transformation, it eventually comes back into a new type of balance.  And it will have a profound effect on her environment and the people in her life, and it will have a lasting and profound effect on the rest of humanity.

Initially those who are affected by such a radiance may not like it.  They will feel abandoned, angry, and perhaps betrayed.  But didn’t they already feel that way?  We were just trying to keep them from acting out on that anger and betrayal by offering them solace.

But now they will have to go within and depend upon their own nurturance.  They will find that their own Divine Feminine was there all along.  They will come to honor and trust their Divine Feminine and work with her to balance their own life.

And what that does for the rest of the planet, how that plays out eventually, if they are willing to embrace their own Divine Feminine, is peace, co-operation and joy.