More and more we are feeling aligned with our SELF.  But when we’re not, it feels awful.  It feels really bad. More so than ever. I mean, why does it feels so bad when we are in that space of misalignment with our SELF?  Why does the doubt feel even more doubtful, and the fear even more fearful?  Why does the sadness feel even more poignant?  Why does the frustration and impatience feel even more intense?

The higher our frequency, the more uncomfortable we are with lower ones, including those generated from our beloved mind.  What we once tolerated emotionally, we can no longer.

We once accepted those emotions on the lower register as normal, didn’t we?  After all, everyone walks around depressed, anxious, fearful, and doubtful to one degree or another.

But since we emerged from that world, we find ourselves in a place where we are even more sensitive than ever to energies, not only outside ourselves, but also to our own state of mind.

It’s a lot easier to walk away from toxic people, from old energy consciousness, friends, family, or jobs, than it is to deal with our own carbon-based mind.

And, of course we are not walking away from our mind.  The mind comes with us.  It eventually integrates with our I AM.  With our eternal consciousness.

But meanwhile, we are being asked by our Soul to accept all of those emotions, and at the same time to not identify with them.  To not get entangled in them. Yes, we have heard this hundreds of times.  Sounds good in theory.  But when those uncomfortable feelings emerge, it’s not so easy to acknowledge them, allow them to be, and to also not let them suck us into that hoary nether world.

But, it will be easier to just allow that process if we understand that things feel more intense now, and the mind is also reacting to that intensity.

The carbon-based mind is on high alert right now,  it’s biggest fear is losing its status and control.

And it’s good to know that just because the mind is sending out a red alert that tries to tell us things are worse than ever, it is also going to feel worse than ever to stay in those lower emotions.  Fear, doubt, anxiety, depression.  They are going to feel even more uncomfortable because we are in a much higher, finer frequency now.

It’s no different than revisiting a friend from the past, and realizing how disparate you and they are in energies now.  So, you’re having dinner with them, and it dawns on you that you are hoping your cell phone rings so you can pretend there’s an emergency and that you gotta go.

Misaligned energies can’t be easily tolerated anymore.  Especially right here in our own home, our mind.

OUR NEW DOMICILE

The mind was our home for such a long time, so it’s going to be challenging initially to recognize it’s no longer our residence.    We are now moving into our true domicile.  Our Soul consciousness.  

Our mind comes with us, of course.  But it is not going to be calling the shots like before.  But it will take, at least initially, a conscious choice on our part, to choose what we want to make ours.

Especially when the emotions try to get our full attention.  There will be times when it feels like we are allowing the ease and the joy to flow, and other times when it feels like we have no control over these turbulent feelings.

Even the boredom, and the feeling of no passion will feel much more compelling.  Much less tolerable.

It’s all appropriate.  It’s not to fight it, or try to overcome it.  But it’s to know that the intensity of those emotions does not mean we are going backwards.  All it means is that we are unfolding even more deeply into our I AM.