Greetings to each of you dear souls. This is Metatron.

As many of you may have noticed, the energy is again ramping up. Each of you are approaching the autumn equinox which is yet another opening point that allows additional energy to come through. Some of you may find yourselves releasing even more of your painful past memories, old recurrent painful emotions, or may even find yourselves feeling ill. These are all symptoms of again experiencing increased energy and purification.

Those of you who are still experiencing much more inner purification than joy and bliss, may at times feel tired of this process. It is very difficult to go through such intense transformation at this rapid pace. Please be aware that if it becomes too difficult for you, you can ask the process to slow down for a bit. Those subtle beings that are assisting you in your transformation can downshift the amount of energy that you receive.

Contemplate though, if you really want to do this. Many of you, go through an inner conflict each time a powerful transformation occurs. A portion of you, which we will call the ego, prefers to keep your life as it is right now. That part of you may feel that you have enough on your plate without the additional inner purging that you are experiencing.

However, there is another internal voice that cries out with longing to grow, to expand in awareness, to become free of the heaviness and inner pain that you have carried for eons of time. This part always presses forward.

For those of you who experience this conflict within yourselves, know that this struggle makes the process much harder than it normally would be. If you simply flow with the purification as it occurs, often the pain, the emotions, the racing thoughts, or the physical symptoms, for dissipate quite quickly. Your inner conflict about this process, however, can go on, and on, and on.

Therefore, it is important to face this conflict within yourself. Instead of feeling the internal struggle but keeping yourself busy so that you don’t have to look at it, bring it out to the surface. Observe both sides of this conflict with love. Respect the needs that are beneath each portion of this conflict and honor them.

This struggle is not about a fight between darkness and light. This is part of the balance of living and experiencing life on earth. There is always a balance between movement and inertia. This process in your world is constantly shifting and reorienting. Many of you are noticing how powerful the storms and earth shifts are at this time. These are your planets adjustments between movement and inertia. These readjustments are balancing energy and readjusting the frequencies of earth.

In the same way, inner eruptions of frustration at feeling that your growth process is dragging on are balanced by the desire to keep things as they are and stop your inner changes and growth. When the desire to maintain your current experience is stronger, each of you may unconsciously sabotage your own inner growth. You may watch more television, eat foods that you feel make you ill, or distract your mind and emotions in outer activities so that you “forget” to meditate or go within.

At other times, when your desire to grow/evolve faster is stronger, you may push yourself to meditate for many hours at a time. You can become extremely disciplined in your focus on inner growth and search for even more ways or paths to accelerate your process.

Acknowledge that both of these portions of yourself exist and come into play at times. Honor yourself as an expression of the natural process of evolution. When you learn to surrender more deeply to the movements of divine light, this conflict will cease.

Learn to rest when it’s time to rest and the energy is less strong.

When the energy again surges, flow with its movement and offer your resistance to Source.

Divine light is pure consciousness. It moves perfectly when it is time for you to move forward and calms when it is time to rest. Honor the flow of this exquisite, divine consciousness. For you are made of that same light. As you continue to grow in awareness of that light, you will learn the bliss of its movement and of its pause.

The flow of supreme consciousness is a dance between movement and stillness. When you flow in the center channel of this dance, your experience of both the movement and the stillness will be bliss. Nothing but bliss.

Learn to let go and flow with the light of supreme consciousness. This is surrender.

Sending each of you much love,

Metatron

Image used with permission from Artist Glenyss Bourne:   www.anaheart.com

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