Yesterday I realized that my mobile device was running a little sluggishly, and it occurred to me that I hadn’t cleared my browsing history and data on it for….well since I bought it.  I clear it on my home computer regularly, but I use my tablet more often.    It’s more ‘mobile’ and has become a part of me.  So I went to the settings and saw the options before me:. Clear history from (1) today (2) last week (3) last year (4) from the beginning.

I hesitated momentarily.  This was a big decision….there were literally thousands of websites I visited over the past two years.  What if I eliminated something important?  For a second I thought I would go through all of them to see which ones I wanted to save.  But then something inside me just reached for option 4.  I cleared my history FROM THE BEGINNING.

Obvious analogies aside, we are in the process of clearing our history from our consciousness.  And if anything is important to our life and our joy it will be there.  (just a ‘click’ away.)  It doesn’t mean we have no memory of events and experiences but it means we no longer need to identify with them in the same way, as the human personality that responded and reacted to all of it.

But it is why we are feeling a kind of detachment from life.  The life we knew so intimately is no longer a part of our consciousness.  Our bodies and minds are becoming freed up of the energies, patterns and memories so we can be more clear to accommodate spirit.  The part of us that so much wants to be a big part of our life here.  That part is excited.  It knows that this clearing, mentally, emotionally and biologically is in preparation for a deeper embodied experience.

It’s our birthright.  It’s called evolution.

Releasing ‘stored’ energy from our body and mind is a liberating experience.  Yes, there will be fears because it feels like we are letting go of important parts of ourselves.  Even if those parts were holding us back.  They are familiar.

I love frequenting a local coffee shop.  But over time, it has become a place of associations with others and I know there will come a time to release those associations.  It will be time for me to move on.  Find a new coffee shop to hang out in.  Sounds easy enough, but there is still a part of me that feels very attached to it.  It’s been the one constant in almost fifteen years of tremendous inner change.  I have seen people come and go in my life while sitting there with my coffee.  I have gone through the most intense transformational experiences while sitting there day after day.

So a part of me doesn’t want to leave that history.  That so familiar ‘community.’  My energies have blessed that place and it has blessed mine.

But a part of me knows, when the time is right I will be moving on.  And I also know that the sense of familiarity and security is being replaced with a reliance upon my divine self.  Nothing could ever replace that foundation. My eternal and enduring ‘mobile device.’

So now my tablet is running much better.  It’s faster and much more fun to use.  And now I’m creating a new ‘history’ with much more joy-filled websites!